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Thursday, September 27, 2007

 Unmerciful, Because We Loved

A little scar cuts across her upper lip, Cupid's Bow interrupted,
the thought sometimes slipped into my mind, a phrase to write
a poem upon, as I fixated midway through
conversations on front lawns of days
and ways of memory, and futures still within our reach.

Our woman songs undulating, in accents usual or syncopated,
we rung our hands of worry,
lifted our bosoms heavy with motherhood
and strutted round bottoms for all to envy.
Jingling our bangles, bobbles to rhythm of chatter
on breezy porch doorsteps,
driveways reaching over the distance of our sisterhood
with a quick and neighborly wave.

How's the kids? How's the kids? How's the kids . . .

We aged on our front lawns,
standing ankle deep in plastic swimming pools,
the winds slapping our cheeks raw with yesterday's promises,
and we braced ourselves for the unmerciful, because we loved

…the kids

All these years we've loved the kids
and nothing else has really mattered.

And all these years

Her meztizo contour has held its bold and rich design,
a  beauty maturing within its own smooth dark skin.
She and I have moved our hips with slow, slide-to-slide satisfaction,
the phantom impression of side slung babes forever seen in our nakedness.

September afternoon,

She bites the scar across her lip. Lip quivering,
unprotected by all her love.
My hands could only cup her face
to hold this treasure of living life just as life is

. . . so unexpected

My baby
A mother cries

My

baby
Her tears,
weigh my palms with insatiable sorrow


jeanne rene 09.07

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I'm at an interesting place. I, a "people person" from childhood; I, who thrives on human contact, find myself working 12 hour graveyard shifts in a factory making Styrofoam cups. But, it's ok. It's a means to an end. I know my goal. I'm working on my Master's degree in psychology when I'm not working, and projecting being done in 2 years. Then, I'm looking at 2 years of a full-time internship at a counseling center. Finally, what is in my heart, will come. I want to take my degree and work with troubled youth in countries overseas. It may be Latin America (Spanish won't be too hard to learn), or I may take it to the Motherland... Africa.

So I'm not exactly doing what's in my heart, but I am. Thank you. God IS blessing me. I know I don't deserve this kind of favor, but He's taken me from place to place, from dream to dream, guiding me. And when I trust His guidance, I find myself in a better place than that which I had originally wanted.

Thank you for the comment. I trust you're doing well?
Posted 10/26/2007 2:53 AM by whatamk - reply


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